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and I'm kinda f*cked up!" - Tom Jensen, collaborhythm



HALF FULL by Tom Jensen
My glass is still half-full
Though my heart's half-empty
My castle's falling down
After standing for centuries


My faith is still strong
As love has not been forgotten
I see many trees cut down
Yet their fruit has not turned rotten


My smile I wear is real
My arms are still open
I've revealed to you how I feel
And even my difficulties coping


In this ever-changing world
With you not being in it
We both know how hard it can be
To start over at the beginning


Yet we must carry on
Without malice or regret
Without shame or self-pity
Come on!


Yes we must be strong
Picking ourselves up
 whenever we get stuck 
or start stumbling along


For when it comes to life
Obstacles... There can be many...


When I say 
I have the ability
To handle any and all adversity
To be the candle on the darkest night
Just hold my hand and trust in me


And I will try my best to
Guide you towards the light
And I will lead the battle charge 
If there comes a time when we must fight




FRIEND By Tom Jensen
I spread my words so let them be heard
All across the land...
All across these lands...


My advice is right and nice 
I'll have you understand
When it comes to giving
Give as much as you can...


When it comes to women 
sure my heart's been broken
Each time I try to fix it
And carry on the best I can...


Suddenly I feel empowered
Get inspired to spend the next hour
Sitting here and making song
Hoping you will come and sing along


A friend told me a story 
over coffee one morning
From one of the books she was reading
And, oh, how the pages were turning


Oh my friend is very lovely
If only you had a chance to meet her
You would understand it
How I feel when I see her


She was blessed with one of those faces
Possessed by only those truly lovely people
That when softly caressed 
it somehow erases
Time itself and everything - all that's evil


Someone once asked me
What the secret to my life is
I answered without thinking
"Learning love is priceless"


Share what you have with everyone:
And send flowers to yourself
Just a little "thank you" for being you
Now go and give them to someone else...


I spread my words so let them be heard
All across the land...
All across these lands...


My advice is right and nice 
I'll have you understand
When it comes to giving
Give as much as you can...




HAPPY PLACE by Tom Jensen
It was a rainy day
Not unlike today
Do do do


I was by myself
But she was on her way / But he was on his way
Do do do


It was the month of March
But felt more like April than May`
Do do do


I was in my happy place
As if I had to say
Do do do


This is the song
Whose melody can be repeated 
when needed
You don’t even need words
Words just describe pictures 
to the state of the mind


This is the song
Whose melody can be hummed 
in defeat or retreat
Offering a calming peace
During the most troubling 
and trying of times


This is the song
That everyone can sing
The poorest of paupers
The richest of kings


This is the song
That’s one big fairytale
But only if you want it to be
This is the song
That when we all sing along
Turns out to become reality


This is the song
That everyone can agree on
This is the song
That can save the world…


This is the song
That everyone can depend on
For it’s the song we hummed
Way back when we were young
Even though at the time
We didn’t know the words…
Do do do


This is the song
That everyone can agree on
This is the song
That is there from the start
Deep in our heart


It’s the first song
We learned by ourselves
And then we sang together
All the little boys
And all the little girls…
Do do do




FATE IS A WORD by Tom Jensen
Passion's found in 
many shapes and forms
Within a tight black dress, 
within a uniform


In the eyes of a mother
In the sighs of a lover
At three in the morning
Oh yeah...


Virtue can't be found 
in all eyes of men
Nor in their statues 
or great monuments


Only through tough
times and trial
Will we find ourselves
without denial
Or false compliments
Oh yeah...


Naked truth often hides 
where you least expect
Never in the lavish palace 
but in the cellar of neglect


Those of us living in glass houses 
should be careful of bricks
For some who are
 'the chosen ones'
Aren't the ones we'd pick
Oh no...


Fate is a word made up 
by the scared
As the reason 
why they failed
Or the reason 
they never dared


To summon the courage 
to follow the voice
They didn't always 
want to hear
Oh yeah...


I am a man who 
loves dishing it out
Yet I always have problems 
when it comes to myself
When it comes to stepping up 
I'm the first one to speak
When it comes to the children 
I try my best to teach
They say practice makes perfect 
so it's time to practice what I preach




HERESY SPEAKS NO EVIL By Tom Jensen
Government sponsored torture
is kind of hard to ignore
Especially when you're held prisoner
of a misguided war


Lobbyists sit with
wads of cash in their fists
For any politicians who
find it too hard to resist


Seems that tax cuts
for corporations
and also the rich
Is the only way to build
true bipartisanship


For our money system
The Fed is privately owned
Backed by paper not gold
And every day us indebt
wage slaves are sold


When you're afraid of
not being afraid
The "terrorists" win
Their best weapon is fear


They watch our civil liberties
become stripped away so fast
through the most unpatriotic of acts
Soon we won't be able to
speak, see or hear


If this is the state of the union
I think a state of emergency
should be declared
On second thought...
that's not such a great idea


And I haven't even
gotten to distribution of wealth
Inflation, funding for education
or health care


Why are so many more
concerned with the
theft of their identity
Than the loss of free will, 
dignity and humanity


When you lack
any great substance
I guess you dress to impress
And fill yourself with vanity


This misinformation generation
eats up whatever they feed ya
Be it Mickey D's, MTV,
shows based on "reality"
Yum Yum...
spoon fed by a controlled media


We're infatuated by celebrities
and American Idols
Fox News, LeBron's shoes,
natural disasters
and let us not forget...
the crazy homicidal


If this is the state of the union
I think a state of emergency
should be declared
On second thought...
that's not such a great idea


And I haven't even
gotten to distribution of wealth
Inflation, funding for education
or health care


I am growing tired of this throw away
disposable consumer society
Why are those who say
our globe isn't warming
Still trying to lie to me?


Using up energy sources


that will not be soon replaced
Did you know that plastic
is gonna be the fossil
of the entire human race?


Our seas are overfished
and rainforests destroyed
Why? So men can make money
Mother Nature gets lucky when
people are unemployed


If this is the state of the union
I think a state of emergency
should be declared
On second thought...
that's not such a great idea


And I haven't even
gotten to distribution of wealth
Inflation, funding for education
or health care


Time to step off my soapbox
And walk down the road yonder
But before I go
two final questions to ponder:


Might seven billion people
be considered overpopulation?
How can we have all-you-can-eat buffets
AND sufferers of starvation?




JEWELRY BOX By Tom Jensen 
I'm not an underachiever
More what you call 
a late bloomer
Took me a long time
to become a believer
Otherwise I'd have been here 
a whole lot sooner


I heard it said that 
I was past my prime
But now I know 
it was just a rumor
Such harsh words have 
strengthened me over time
Good thing I still have 
a sense of humor


When I said "take it 
or leave it..." she left it
Never cared about money...
but she cost me time
Ring's in the jewelry box...
I don't regret it
Replacements for me...
I'm sure they're waiting in line


Sacrifices had to be made...
but I'm at peace
You only live once...
I'm back to chasing my dream
After what we both held inside 
had been released
Gave her half of everything...
but my self-esteem


When I said "take it 
or leave it..." she left it
Never cared about money...
but she cost me time
Ring's in the jewelry box... 
I don't regret it
Replacements for me...
she's got them waiting in line


Sacrifices had to be made...
but I'm at peace
You only live once...
I'm back to chasing my dream
After what we both held inside 
had been released
Gave her half of everything...
but my self-esteem


I heard it said that 
I was past my prime
But now I know 
it was just a rumor
Such harsh words have 
strengthened me over time
Good thing I still have 
a sense of humor


I'm not an underachiever
More what you call 
a late bloomer
Took me a long time 
to become a believer
Otherwise we'd have been 
here a whole lot sooner


When differences 
in opinions increased
And they soon become 
known to be extreme
As you find you own what 
really should only 
have been leased
Yes, opposites attract 
yet it's best to 
share common themes


Sacrifices had to be made....
But I'm at peace
You only live once...
I'm back to chasing my dream




PRETTY TOYS
by Tom Jensen
With every hurled stone that is cast
I walk one step closer to becoming broken
With every coming sunset 
I manage to outlast
Ahead lies a sunrise
by which I may not be awoken


With every cigarette I smoke
I see another small sign of cancer
With every question that I ask
I find I come closer to the answer


As I look within your empty eyes
You create a new fantasy to fill the void
You play some music to cover your sighs
and fill your room 
with all those pretty toys...


Hey rich girl...Throw the keys 
to your Mercedes down to me
You'll have to leave it all behind 
if you really want to be free 
I look at my hands 
they're all beaten and torn
Sometimes you must get dirty 
if you want to be reborn
Hey rich girl... tell me what did you see 
when you traveled the world?
Did you do all you were told 
like daddy's good little girl?
Come away with me 
and maybe I'll write you a song
I've come here to teach you 
that everything they taught you was wrong...


Hey rich girl... Just what makes you think 
Father always knows best?
Sure you've found some answers 
but you still must take the test


With every hurled stone that you cast
You walk one step closer 
to becoming broken
With every coming sunset 
you manage to outlast
Ahead lies a sunrise by which 
you may not be awoken


With every cigarette you smoke
You see another small sign of cancer
With every question that you ask
You come much closer to the answer


Look within your empty eyes
A new fantasy to fill the void?
Play some music to cover your sighs
Fill your room with more pretty toys...


Pretty toys…Pretty toys…Pretty toys




IT IS YOUR TURN by Tom Jensen
If you don't know yet who I am
Don't worry that will change
I am a very simple man
Both on and off this stage


My life's work and my fun are one
That's why I am so happy
We all regret something we've done
Won't let that entrap me


I just look ahead... and never behind
Helps keep me from wasting all my time
Best for your body, soul and your mind
Can't press fast forward... I can't hit rewind


Leave something they will remember you by
Like those who were the first to fly
Or the first man on the moon
Now it's your turn what will you do?


You won't find me living in the past
Too much to do time runs by so fast
We never know how long it'll last
So little sand in this hour glass


Don't live life doing something you hate
That is the best advice I can give
Work is a four letter word - yeah, great!
Some live to work and some work to live...


Spend your life doing something you love
If it don't exist then make it up
You only walk this trail one time 'round
Don't let your dreams fade to the foreground


You won't find me living in the past
Too much to do - time runs so fast
We never know how long it'll last
So little sand in this hour glass


We never know how long it'll last
So little sand in this hour glass




BELIEVE ME by Tom Jensen
I could tell you all about my life…
But you probably wouldn’t believe me
You find me always doing right…
And you think it comes easy


You, who finds something new…
And becomes afraid
With that view…
There’s not a lot I can say


You’ll find out the hard way
That’s the price that some pay
When you play it too safe
Sometimes you don’t get to play


If you knew what I could do…
You wouldn’t throw me away
You’d say:
I’ll make some time…
Let’s spend the day…
Entwined


But still you judge me like all the rest
I would have given you my best
We’ll never put it to the test
I failed to peak or keep your interest


You never leave yourself exposed
Always someone else out in the cold
Hell, people feel lucky if you just show
I think we all know how this is gonna go…




WAMER WATERS
by Tom Jensen
While looking for a role model
While looking for a good hobby
Ended up picking up a bottle


Ended up hurting my body


I tried to save a lost cause
I guess I got a little carried away
Ended up losing myself
And let another one slip away


Looking for the sacred river
Looking for warmer waters
Ended up a disbeliever 
And being led to the slaughter


ooh oh oh oh ooh ooh
ooh oh oh oh ooh ooh


Tried to help them climb out from the valley
Tried to bring them to my level
Every time I get close - my God
They introduce me to the Devil


Looking to transcend my existence
Looking to find Heaven on earth
Ended up finding a sign: 
NO ADMITTANCE
I couldn't break the curse
I guess you shouldn't try to be a shepherd


When all your sheep jump off the cliff
But you can't see inside my conscience
And all the pain I'm living with


Alright!


Looking to begin another day
Looking to be the voice of reason
Ended up denying many things I say
Ended up my own victim of treason


Looking at myself in the mirror to see 
If I could recognize my face
Finally seeing everything much clearer
And finding the self I had misplaced


ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh


Looking for the sacred river
Looking for warmer waters
Ended up a disbeliever 
And being led to the slaughter


Looking for the sacred river
Looking for warmer waters
Ended up a disbeliever 
Being led to the slaughter


ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Looking for warmer waters
ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Looking for warmer waters


ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Looking for warmer waters
ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Looking for warmer waters




BLESSING IN DISGUISE 
by Tom Jensen
Maybe you'll see him again when all is well
Up there in heaven 
or maybe down here in hell
There's no telling 
what the tide will bring to shore
No way to know if you'll meet again 
Once you walk out that door


Think of the one you loved 
whom you now despise
Believing that a heart grown cold 
is a heart grown wise
Yet before the flood Mother Nature sighs
For she holds a power that no man denies


Soaked to the bone 
as you're on your way home
With the umbrella that you hold 
at least you are not alone
Yet you're soaked to the bone 
as you're on your way home
With the umbrella that you hold 
at least you are not alone


Everything happens for a reason 
soon you will realize
That even your worst nightmare 
could be a blessing in disguise
And that after it rains the sun will rise
Allowing you to gaze up at brighter skies


Your soul will guide you 
when your heart tells you lies
Sometimes when you search 
you have to close your eyes
There is no such path 
straight as the crow flies
This journey you make 
is filled with lows and highs


Soaked to the bone 
as you're on your way home
With the umbrella that you hold 
at least you are not alone
Yet you're soaked to the bone 
as you're on your way home
With the umbrella that you hold 
at least you are not alone


So much for talking
You had better start walking
With the clouds rolling in 
pretty soon it'll pour
As all the dirt washes down the street
Like tears cried over a battle 
that was lost in defeat


Maybe you'll see him again when all is well
Up there in heaven 
or maybe down here in hell
There's no telling 
what the tide will bring to shore
No way to know if you'll meet again 
once you walk out that door


Soaked to the bone 
as you're on your way home
With the umbrella that you hold 
at least you are not alone



STILL THINKING OF YOU TONIGHT
by Tom Jensen
Lately it's been getting 
The better of me
Wondering how long
It'll take 'til she sees


That we're soul mates
If there ever was, is or could be
For I feel in my heart
One day she'll think differently


So patiently... 
So very patiently...
I bide my time...
Within this endless rhyme:


These feelings inside 
I can no longer fight 
Can you tell, does it show… 
I’m still thinking of you tonight 


So patiently... 
So very patiently...
I bide my time...
Within this endless rhyme:


Searching in my soul 
Trying to find my inner light 
Sitting here by myself… 
I’m still thinking of you tonight 


I sit here and then 
My pen begins to write 
I just want you to know… 
I’m still thinking of you tonight 


So patiently... 
So very patiently...
I bide my time...
Within this endless rhyme:


Waiting for you here 
With just this line that I recite 
Nothing's changed how I feel… 
I’m still thinking of you tonight 
I’m still thinking of you tonight 




BETRAYAL By Tom Jensen
What will her friends say?
What wild rumors will be spread?


Where lies her escape?
These thoughts run ‘round in her head
She had been bruised inside
Blood trickled down the side of her face
He was twice her size


She was just half his age
She fought so hard 
but she was unable to resist
That’s okay,
I like it better this way, he hissed


When she tried to say no with her knee
He said yes with his fist


But luckily, when he swung he had missed…
At least the first time


He pinned her down
Leaving red welts on her wrists?


To mom and dad she cried:
I’m sorry to have to tell you this:


But Jesus wasn’t the only one
Who was betrayed by a kiss


Yet never in Sunday school 
did they ever cover this…
And this was her first time


What will her friends say?
What wild rumors will be spread?
Where lies her escape?
So many thoughts run round in her head


Once it was known
That his seed had been sewn
She carried the child like a disease


For when the baby came
How could she explain
That a rapist’s eyes were all that she sees


What will her friends say?
What wild rumors will be spread?


Where lies her escape?
So many thoughts run
round in her head


Conflicting voices whisper in her ear
She tries to drown them out 
but they won’t disappear
Her pastor’s sermons 
and a voice that she hadn’t heard before


Every day that voice
Speaks louder…
She knows soon
It will speak no more…




GYPSY MAMMA
by Tom Jensen
I met a gypsy mamma
One day while I was driving down the road 
Would have mistaken her for a farmer
Had her tire not felt the need 
to suddenly explode


There she sat stranded
With her young boy in tow


This summer trip they had both planned it
But this was not how it was supposed to go


"Can I help you out little lady?
I got a face that you can trust
And soft spot in my heart
For people down on their luck"


With these words she smiled
And proceeded in telling me


She didn't know where she was headed
Only that she had a date 
with fate and destiny


Said she lived in the same state 
for far too long
And that she was a singer 
but lately all the words kept coming out wrong


With her life lacking harmony 
she had since stopped writing songs
That's what she said...


With that I paused and took a breath
I said yeah, I play too, 
and I'm heading out west


Where the sky is the limit 
and sun shines bright
And all the people like to party 
like it's friday night


With big brown eyes 
she looked at me and said:
"Hey man, you're alright!"


So we just kept on driving
No, she never looked back
That was exactly ten years ago today
As a matter of fact


If it wasn't for a tire 
I'd have just kept on driving by
And if I was liar 
she'd have left me high and dry
(That's what she could have done)


If she was a farmer 
she could have lived off of the land
Yet she was gypsy mamma
Albeit one with a plan


Now ten years we've been together
Creating and writing and playing songs


(gypsy mamma)


As both our lives keep getting better…
To think that all this started 
'cause one day everything went wrong...
woh ooh




USED TO BE by Tom Jensen
I used to be really rockin'
I used to be rollin'


I had it
I lost it
I found it…aAnd then it was stolen


So now I'm back out lookin'
Down the avenue I'm strollin'
Still got the fire but nothing's cookin'
I had it once but I no longer hold it


Gone, gone, gone away
I found it once but I no longer own it


Led, led, led astray
Let everybody see it
When I never should have shown it


No, no, no way
And if you can't clone it
Then you better lock it away


That's why today
Is just the price we have to pay
For yesterday's mistakes
For jumping in the lake


When it was far too shallow and much too cold
Didn't pay for the ticket but ride is getting old


All right everyone gather around
Everybody's gotta play their part


Go starting looking all over the ground
And don't stop looking until you find my heart
I once gave it away but it was disregarded
And the way I see it yYou'll probably find it in pieces


'Cause she left me here so brokenhearted
I used to be really rockin'
I used to be rollin'




PICTURE SOMETHING NICE By Tom Jensen
Homeless mand in the alley
He's paying his dues
While he was sleeping
The children took his shoes


When he wakes up
He looks so confused
His pride is hurt
What's left of his ego is bruised


Yeah, every hour
of every day
The faces change
But the story's the same
You live it, you breathe it
You hear it, you see it
You learn to accept it
And soon you expect it


Just as the sun rises
Just as the moon shines bright
There's no need to worry
You're doing all right


Don't pay attention
Just walk on by
Picture something nice
Don't you bat an eye


It's not your problem
Someone else will solve it
It's not your problem
Someone else will fix it


You just leave the worrying to me
I'll worry about the way thing ought to be
It's not your problem
So go on and make your exit


You think that you're perfect?
In everything you say
In everything you do


Some say what you don't know
Cannot hurt you
And you believe it to be true


Oh, but the price you will pay
You will find out some day
That day maybe today
Or could still be far away


So you better keep on your toes
Because there is something
That everybody knows
Inside there's a monster that grows
Beneath your pretty clothes


A vanity affair
But there is no one else there
You're only cheating yourself


A vanity affair
Either make amends
Or keep playing pretend
You're only cheating yourself
When you think you win
Then you really lose
So either apply some more makeup
Or think of changing your shoes


A vanity affair
You're not just cheating yourself
You're dragging down
Everybody else




WHAT WE SHARE
by Tom Jensen
A passing daydream floated by
I plucked it clean out of thin air
Only an hour ago I heard your voice


And at this moment..... 
It felt like you were here...
So many precious times... 
What I hold dear has disappeared


But to let someone so close to your heart 
Very few have ever dared... 
Share what we share


My memories are my company
Whenever I turn and you're not there
Wherever I come to find myself
I hold them tight... When I am scared


Then I feel a calmness in the air
Oh, how sweet the taste
As I stare into a beautiful daydream
I hear your voice, I see your face
Yes, I could spend just a day with you
That would be enough to see me through
All the anger and pain
from the rest of the week


All the horror and madness 
that we must face
After an hour or two with you 
it has all been erased
So I've come up with a plan 
to get us through
Put your trust in me and I'll trust in you


My memories are my company
Whenever I turn and you're not there
Wherever I come to find myself
I hold them tight... When I am scared


Then I feel a calmness in the air
Oh, how sweet the taste
As I stare into a beautiful daydream
I hear your voice, I see your face


For I can take you to the place you see
We could both be there living in harmony
No longer would we have 
to search our memories
Together we can turn dreams into reality


My memories are my company
Whenever I turn and you're not there
Wherever I come to find myself
I hold them tight... When I am scared


Then I feel a calmness in the air
Oh, how sweet the taste
As I stare into a beautiful daydream
I hear your voice, I see your face




ONE NIGHT STAN by Tom Jensen
Well I’m going out tonight
And I look ‘aight
It’s time to give the ladies hell
We’ll catch one under our spell


And then maybe take her home
You know I love to bone!
The next morning I’ll drop her off
And never call her on the phone 


You can call me ‘one night Stan”
Hey baby, I’m YOUR man!
Let’s have a little fling
Who get the girls to sing?


And as you’re calling out my name
We’ll get this kitten tamed
I’ll give you the best day of your life
Then sneak out in the middle of the night


Yeah, you get just one day then I’m afraid
I’ll have to go star on another stage
Today it’s ALL the rage
So don’t feel like YOU’VE been played


They call me ‘wrong number Bill’
Hey baby come and get your fill!


They call me ‘long gone John’
It may not be right…
But you can’t tell me that it’s wrong!




HISTORY TO ME by Tom Jensen
I remember when Ice Cube and T were black
And rapped...now they act...like crap...


I remember when The Rock he cooked
And then he'd call us all funny names
Eye brow raised with that funny look...
Now he acts...like crap…it’s a fact…


Everything is coming back
But changed...
They're calling it the same name
But it's strange...


I remember when it was cool to say hello
To somebody new I didn't know
Now they're all plugged in to their phones
Which is plugged in where? They don't know...
They don't care. I say hello. They don't say hello.
So I stare...
Uh Oh...


I need more than a good chiropractor
To fix this fractured broken soul
I need more than skilled psychiatrists
To bandage up these mentally slit wrists


And net all these knotted thoughts
I watch spin and twist out of my control
So look out… all up, down and around
Both near and far, hey you up there, look out below!


Everything is coming back
But changed...
They're calling it the same name
But it's strange...


I’m seeing so many faces playing charades
Believing they’ve found a new game in a new age…
Hahaha… It’s just history to me…
Written on a fresh page




CUTIE PIE by Tom Jensen
Since a miss by an inch 
Is as good as a mile
I’ll die wearing hip dirty clothes
Opposed to clean ones out of style


You can tell as much about me from my eyes 
As you can from my smile
I don’t mind being hypnotized
By a cutie pie for awhile
I’ll have you understand
I found my weakness as a man
Running my fingers through your hair
As your breath became my air


Every time I closed my eyes
You’d be there inside my eyelids
As your voice became my music
I’d hear piano, harp and violins


No longer am I lonely
Since our hearts were joined souly
Even apart we’re still together
From now until forever


I don’t know what could be better?                                                                                                                                                                                      t

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BIRD ON A STRING By Tom Jensen

He held a bird on a string

But it's not what you might think
It was only for her own protection


Oh how she could sing
And how she loved to soar
Oh how high she could fly
When she knew she need not
Look down anymore
He would always be there to catch her
When she fell back to earth


For in his life he had learned many lessons
But to him nothing had ever meant more
Than when this his most prized possession
Once released from her cage
He'd get to go and see all the places
That she would take him to explore


He held a bird on a string
She became to him his everything
He let her out every morning
Then each evening she'd return


Every day she would fly higher
So then the string became longer
The song she sang became louder
As her wings grew stronger and stronger


Oh how high she could fly
When she knew she need not look down anymore
He would always be there to catch her
Whenever she fell back to earth



HOUSE OF SHATTERED GLASS
by Tom Jensen
I'm feeling trapped 
Within myself
Within my heart and within my own head...


I'm feeling surrounded 
With this sense of hurt, this sense of loss 
and the feeling of dread


I'm waiting for your letter 
The one that I'll cry as I read:


The one that says:
"I'll always love you... 
But you're something that I don't need"


And it is filling me with misery
And I still feel nothing but love


Love for you... but not for me


That part of my heart is empty
There's nothing there it's null and void


I worked so hard to get you to love me
Yet here I am left unemployed
I don't feel bitter 
I just feel let down
I've never been a quitter 
I'm a lover not a leaver


But now I'm leaving town...
'Cause I just can't bear to be around


In you... 
I am your greatest believer


In me... 
I'm my own greatest deceiver


As everyone told me it was a fairytale world
From inside this house of shattered glass 
I stood up to every stone they hurled
And we both know it hurts
Watching your blood make mud
As it mixes with the dirt
That they also threw at you
But I knew what it was that I had to do


Still, through all of this 
I only know of one truth:
I will never stop loving you
But what's even worse:
Is that you know it, too




BETTER THAN IT SEEMS By Tom Jensen
I am trying to unlearn
What all the teachers have taught me
I am trying to unlock
An original thought but I have no key
I am trying to believe
That it's better than it seems
(Or at least what I can see)
I am trying to achieve
The American Dream
Of leaving a legacy behind me


Look out the man's got the pen again
Pulls it out every now and then
Smokes some pot as your thoughts
Become your friends
Keep on looking for answers
Until the questions end


So what pulls you through?
Is it something bigger than you?
Or is it lesser than you?
It could be that, too
For so many this is true
Oh, so what am I to do?
Lock myself in a vault
And point my finger at you
Screaming everything is your fault
Sure, you're soul searching
Yet you haven't found a clue
Finally my inner turmoil is at peace
I slayed the dragon
I conquered the beast
Fought so many things
That I could and couldn't see


That which I once believed
Would one day get the best of me
Has now been left behind
I always knew it was just a matter of time


Now that I'm finally where I want to be
I still can't really say that I'm doing fine


With all this free time plaguing my mind
I get to dig a little deeper inside
Still afraid of what I'll find




RIGHT BETWEEN THE EYES
by Tom Jensen
I don't read the paper
Hell I don't even watch the news
Everyone's used to horror 
and everyone's got the blues


Always another plane crash
Or gunman on a rage
I never pick up the paper 
unless it's lining for a cage


I used one for my birdcage
And my bird spoke of death and hate
I wish I'd used the comics... 
But I realized this too late


The worst is on the cover 
seen by children of every age...
If I was editor of the paper, 
I'd put the good things on the front page!
Then maybe it'd rub off 


and people would treat each other kind
Have you heard the expression, 
out of sight and out of mind'?


When violence is on TV
Then children will play with guns
Yet when they're watching Sesame Street
That's when they're having fun


I'm moving to the mountains
So I can watch the trees
Where you don't have any doors 
and you don't have any keys


House of wood, Bed of straw
When I see a pig, 
it won't remind me of the LAW!
I won't use no roads 
-- I'll set off on my own course
Trading my ford for a six pack and a horse


I took that walk through the wilderness 
to escape a world of lies


I proposed to Mother Nature 
but I only heard her sigh...


Felt the swaying of the trees 
as I walked on fallen leaves
She reminded me of the death 
of everything that breathes
There are those who try to play God
Shoot everything that moves
The fact that men can make rifles 
Is the only thing it proves


I traded my gun for a camera -- 
That should come as no surprise
A deer I watched drinking from a stream -- 
I shot him right between the... eyes


Now it lives on forever
Does not die today
Captured in a picture 
that will never fade away
FACE TO FACE By Tom Jensen
You can run and you can hide
But I know your face 
It always shows
That you can’t lie…


So I don’t call you
On the phone
And now you know
The reason why…


I read your letters
So full of love
You tell me I’m the one
That you’re thinking of


Yet I know your gift
When it comes to the pen
As I think to myself
You’re at it again


One line leads to another line
One lie leads to another lie
I know all the walls
You use to hide behind -
It’s true


So I wait outside your place
To meet and greet you face-to-face
So I know whether to cry or laugh
When I look back 
at all those paragraphs –
From you


As I think back to all 
the things you’ve said
For I long to know 
what’s really inside your head


What you’re thinking to yourself 
and also about me
When you say that destiny 
is what we were meant to be


Together and forever 
for it was written in the stars
Yes, this is the true you 
and this is what you really are


Or whether this is just another plot 
and I am just your toy
Am I really your man 
or just a silly little boy?




ENDLESS CHORUS By Tom Jensen
I'm as deep as the day is long
That's why it hurt me
To find myself becoming weak
When I needed to be strong


This long day and my long face
Shows you that I know no other way
So it's back to bed with a worried head
An unsteady mind and too much time


I think too much about the past
Of broken trust and how things don't last


I'm as deep as the day is long
That's why I rarely sleep
And I only dream in song
Then I wake up
And I try to play along


To the melody
That my heart weeps
Since you and me
We broke our bond


I find your ghost
Keeps haunting me
With rattling chains
And shaking keys


I try to hide
But to no avail
Just an endless chorus
About how we failed...




ENEMY OF THIS STATE By Tom Jensen
I share my darkness with the morning
It’s about time to set back the clocks
I can see now that the world's been turning
Through this tiny hole inside my prison box


Yes, I'd rather sit here within my own seclusion
Then go chasing after some make believe dream
So many have become entrapped by the false illusion
That what we think we see is what it appears to be


For all of the freedoms
That we once held dear
With one lie and one swipe of the pen
I have watched them disappear


Life sure has changed
So much since yesteryear
I'll become an enemy of this state
When hope can no longer conquer our fear
Perhaps I’m being too critical
Of this society in which we live
But sometimes it becomes too hard to take
When those who have the least 
are the only ones who give


Yes, life sure has changed
So much since yesteryear
I’ll become an enemy of this state
When hope can no longer conquer our fear




BEST LEFT By Tom Jensen
One single ray of light 
broke through the clouds
Touched down upon the ground 
that I was standing upon


My lover right beside me 
just stood in my shadow
By the time she made up her mind 
to move the light was gone


Though it was never discussed
This scene said so much about us
This strange phenomenon


Either she didn't notice or else didn't care
Just stood there in the cool, crisp air
At six minutes past dawn


But I know another girl 
who is made up of sunshine
She's waiting but I'm not sure 
if she's been waiting for me


She's someone who knows
Just how I'm feeling
Yet she's uncertain
If we were ever meant to be


So I asked her if I could come and see her
For it seems she's now ready to settle down
After five years of traveling 
across the country
She picked out a state
And said, "No more moving around"


And I've been searching for inspiration
For a new picture to place inside my frame


I have grown bored 
with everything around me
But I'm unsure of whom or what I blame


I've been seeking a new set of surroundings
A new life, a fresh face, a new name


I'm getting tired of waiting
For the time to be perfectly right
I'm packing my bags when I get home
And I'll be leaving some time later tonight


I'm unsure of my exact destination
I desire somewhere with a warmer locale
Maybe then I'll kick these winter time blues
And brighten up my entire morale


Yes, I've been searching for inspiration
For a new picture to place inside my frame


I have grown bored 
of everything around me
I've decided that things 
just can't stay the same


So I won't say that this story's finished
Only that soon 
I'll be heading west on a train


Sometimes you can't wait 
you must create your own fate
Find out if some things are best left...
Unexplained




ALISON'S AIRPLANE 
by Tom Jensen
I find my religion in the basement of churches
Never mind a pew
Here I sit trying to learn from my mistakes
God knows I've made a few


If you'd made as many as I have
Then you'd probably sit here, too
Here I sit and reminisce it all
Biding my time by reading slogans on the wall


Maybe a higher power is what I need
Perhaps placing something above myself will set me free
For you can only tell what you're really worth
When you realize you're not the center of the earth


The sun does not rise for you
No matter how much you want it to
Then the rest is up to you
Use your better judgment if you want to




MATCH MAKER
by Tom Jensen
I'm inspired...again
By the flame of a fire at least it's not the rain
I'm inspired...again
Will this song that I sing just sound the same?


The same as all the other songs 
That I used to write
Where the melody was truly beautiful
But the words were never right


Or maybe it was just the name
What if I change it?
And yet let the lyrics remain


Perhaps then all would be In perfect harmony
If instead of her and I 
I wrote about you and me...


I'm inspired...again to open my heart
And with this new start another song would begin


Or it could all come to an end
And instead of an old love song
This time I could start my new rhyme:
A poem freshly penned for a friend


Either way I would write with words full of love
Hoping that you and I unite
Sharing all the dreams we've been thinking of...


I'm inspired...again
By the flame of a fire at least it's not the rain
I'm inspired...again
Will this song that I sing just sound the same?




ALCOHOL By Tom Jensen
I am a victim though I feel like a hero
You make me feel like number one yet I'm a zero
All this you put me through and still I go back to you
What is wrong with me? Why can't you let me be?


I saw you once and then I saw you twice
Now I see you all the time
When everything is said and done
I'm the one who pays the price
You never treated me kind


I had to descend from the highest mountains
Just to come back to earth
I climbed up the slopes of the valleys
For what any of it is worth


Still I come back to you 
after all that you put me through
You and I walked hand in hand 
and I picked you up when you fell
I thought you were my ticket to heaven 
and still I landed here in hell


Our conversations were one-sided…
I never tried to hide it
You've never given me good advice
Still I come back to you
When everything is said and done… 
I'm the one who pays the price
Every time I try to stay away 
you cross my path nearly everyday
I fight so hard to walk a straight line
I fight so hard to leave you behind
Once false step and I'm back again 
and no further on then where I began
Still I come back to you 
after all that you put me through


What is wrong with me? 
Why won't you let me be?




MICHELANGELO AND MARBLE
by Tom Jensen
Alright…When it comes to minds 
and going exploring...
I raised my hand in the air 
and yell out I'm all for it
You may leave the room now 
to avoid a mind full of questions
You may leave the room 
and pace the halls with the rest of 'em


So many men don't understand
What we hold in our hands 
or what I'm speaking of


As this world keeps turning
There's a fire burning 
within minds like mine yearning for love


Like Michelangelo's marble
She possessed only the finest of features
Now I've found what I seek
All my life I've been a student
And now I have a teacher


I love the way her mind dances
Perhaps in time I'll reach her
Seems when she sings a song
I can't help but sing along
Now I proudly call myself a believer


We had a little talk about
Our creeds and our codes
I read to her a poem
That I once wrote about
following what little light that still glowed


Oh...Like Michelangelo's marble
She possessed only the finest of features
Now I've found what I seek
All my life I've been a student
And now I have a teacher


Oh...
Since I first heard her voice
It seems I'm not alone
Either by chance or by choice
Her words carve my mind
Like I was a piece of stone
(Like I was a piece of stone)


I recently became a believer
I'm caught under her spell
I recently became a believer
In the lady known as Weaver
(I love the lady Weaver)


Just like Michelangelo's marble
She possessed only the finest of features
Now I've found what I seek
All my life I've been a student
And now I have a teacher


Just like Michelangelo's marble
She possessed only the finest of features
Now I've found what I seek
All my life I've been a student
And now I have a teacher


She's Michelangelo...I'm marble...
Whoa...
She's Michelangelo...I'm marble...
Whoa...
Yeah!


What shape will I take?
Seems it's too early to tell...
I recently became a believer
In the Lady known as Weaver
And I hope you will as well...


I hope you will as well
I hope you will as well
I hope you will as well


She's Michelangelo...I'm marble...
Whoa... Yeah! 


LOST AND FOUND By Tom Jensen
I see what you have
And I want it
It will be mine
For I'll pay any cost


Someday you'll turn around
And she will not be there
For I will have found
What you have lost


You will begin to hate it
But it was all premeditated
Just when you thought
You had everything together
I finally convinced her
That she can do better


Because no matter
where you go
Pick any corner of the world
There's one thing I know...
There are only
four types of girls:


Either...
For now
For later
Forever
Or forget it
And if she's three of the four
Then you're gonna live to regret it


For now comes and then goes
For later keeps you on your toes
Forget it never shows
But when forever arrives
Then everybody knows


There is no such phrase
As setting standards too high
So be forewarned...
When forever appears
She catches everybody's eye


ANOTHER HISTORY LESSON By Tom Jensen
So just what do you want from me?
Another bloody lesson on history?
I am but one man can't you see
Will there be anyone behind me
When I finally make my stand?
Could I see a show of hands?


For I've grown sick and tired
Of laying way back in the cut
When your conscience burns with fire
You reach a point where enough's enough


No more playing follow the leader
I just fell off of the societal ladder
History is cyclical and I'm a big reader
Many say I'm madder than the mad hatter
But to me those vicious
Tongues only flatter
Only what my people say
That's all that really matters


I try to make a difference everyday
Don't let my ego go run off and play
For it may come home
Broken and shattered
I dress myself in rags and tatters


For people see me
More clearly this way
It's a small price to pay
To help keep the monsters at bay


For there's very little that I need
To be free of jealousy and conceit
Just my one true love
And our little ones at our feet
Then I'd sleep well
Knowing I've made a difference
At least to most
Of the people I meet


That's my definition of winning
Living in a box
Saying everything sucks
Now to me that's sinning
Such unfulfillment
Would be my defeat
A human retreat
Having to start all over again
At the beginning




NAMELESS by Tom Jensen
You blew out my candle 
Just so yours could burn brighter
You took my little girl 
And put bad things inside her


Thoughts of not being good enough
Oh how could she measure up
In this morality fashion show
That makes the rules up as they go


Living in the shadows and staying low key
Blending in with all 
the pretty things she sees
It won’t make you famous 
but it will help you stay alive
Sometimes remaining nameless 
is the reason why we thrive


You blew out my candle 
Just so yours could burn brighter
You burdened me with heavy load
Just so you could tread lighter


You laughed, pointed and sneered
When I took the wheel and steered
And as I wandered far off course
You offered no form of support


No helping hand to lend
Not a guiding message sent
Left abandoned on the shore
When not thought useful anymore


You kept looking at me
To see the star I’d never be 
But did you question if your perception
Was in fact reality?


You blew out my candle 
Just so yours could burn brighter
When I offered peace or war
You declared, “Neither!”


We’re locked in a state of paradox
Where the focus has been lost
Always scheming or else screaming 
Trying to get your point across


There’s no more words?
I’m at a loss…



SHE by Tom Jensen
She gently sighs
And then she softly cries
She still denies
That there's a void inside


An only child but not a lonely child
Her horses were chained 
so they never ran wild


An early life full of distractions
And they all offered her protection
But all of her paths were paved in stone
She could never ever find her way all alone


She...oh she...oh she...
She...oh she... could not break free


A child cloned from her environment
Told what not to do without trying it
Second thoughts... 
She never paid them any mind
Just blocked out her memory 
and kept walking her straight line
She was barefoot and pregnant
And now she regrets it
Once every man did want her
Never dreaming her past
Would ever come 
back to haunt her


She...oh she...oh she...
She...oh she... could not break free


The man paid the bills 
and shattered her wills
And broke her down to her simplest form


Now she regrets it… Her life is pathetic
Never thought it herself… 
Though everybody said it


She bended and kneeled
Her fate forever sealed
A true-self never truly revealed
After he left her wounds never healed
Just another sheep left so defenseless


She...oh she...oh she...
She...oh she... could not break free


She gently sighs and then she softly cries
She gently sighs and then she softly cries
She still denies that there's a void inside
An only child but not a lonely child
Her horses were chained 
so they never ran wild


She was battling hard to defeat the day
Seems she wouldn't have it any other way
While trying hard to hide away all the lies
She begins to feel a tear in her eye


She...oh she...oh she...
She...oh she... could not break free


She...oh she...oh she...
She...oh she... could not break free
So she hides the pain away
Has forgotten any other way
Today's reflection still mirrors yesterday
Yet May is another month away


She…




PANDORA'S BOX By Tom Jensen
Closed is Pandora's box
Now there is no
face on the clock
As this new day begins
so surreal and sublime


Glide with the ebb and flow
Watch a once high tide
now grow low
As the sea dances 
in its endless pantomime


On the banks of this shore
One needs one's self
And nothing more


There's no reasons,
no rhymes
And thus everything
is fine


Just four seasons
of sunshine
The only killing is
that of time


There are no words
That can hurt
Nor lessons once taught
Now needing
to be unlearned


Just a fire that burns
Yet does not scorch
Acting as a beacon
And as a torch


Helping to light the way
For all those who've
Been led astray


Neither at work
Nor at play
Is where I've come
to find myself today


Lost freedom has been gained
How could you
ever be the same?


Now self-aware
of a life without ego or crime


Tension has been released
Finally your mind is at peace
Being here alone 
is like traveling back in time


Our fate still has yet
to be sealed
A glimmer of hope
Has since been revealed
No soldiers on the battlefield
War has ended
And time has healed


Returning to the days of yore
A glimmer of hope
Has since been restored


Neither at work
Nor at play
Is where I've come
to find myself today


Here along the banks
of this shore
One needs one's self
And nothing more



LET IT RIDE by Tom Jensen
I can feel you're growing tired 
Can sense you're getting run down 
As you spoke your brain seemed wired 
So full of scattered thoughts 
bouncing all around


When I called to cheer you up
You seemed so very distant so far away
I thought by now I knew all the words
That could lighten your load 
and brighten up your day


Hence when silence fell upon us
My face took on a peculiar 
and puzzled state
That's when I knew 
to throw away all my words
For it was best for you 
and best for me to wait...


You told me that you needed time
Time alone with just yourself
And not to take it personally
But of course you knew how I felt...


I felt like less of man
And more like a child
Since I always do what I can
To make you smile


Yet I respected your wishes
Your will and desires
As I gave you the space
Which you said you required


For I know you by now
When it comes to troubled times like these
I gracefully bow down
And back away far enough
Until it suits your needs


For that is love...
Learning when to push, when to pull
and when to temporarily retreat


For that is love...
Knowing when to drive 
When to let it ride
And when to take a backseat




MISS YOU KISS YOU by Tom Jensen (and )
a duet… male =1
female = 2 and together = 3


1 Don’t you know I dream about you
When I'm asleep and wide awake
Both when I’m half asleep and wide awake


2 I know for I can tell when you're dreaming
My upper lip starts to quiver and shake


1 Honey, don't you know I'm thinking of you
On these empty, dark, cold and lonely nights?


2 I can tell what you're thinking
As if I have the gift of second sight


3 I miss you… I wish to have you here
So I can kiss you
With passion, deep and sincere


3 And this too…
Let me whisper into your ear
Can't resist you 
Cause you're the love of my life
And it's so clear


1 You know me so well that I don't have to say
When you're away how I toss and turn
Sweetie, that's alright
Yeah baby, that's okay
When out goes the light
It’s for you I yearn


3 I miss you… I wish to have you here
So I can kiss you
With passion, deep and sincere


3 And this too…
Let me whisper into your ear
Can't resist you 
Cause you're the love of my life
And it's so clear


1 I long to have you
I long to hold you
I’d like to see this through
And grow old with you


1 I miss you, I’d kiss you
And this too, I can’t resist you


3 I miss you… I wish to have you here
So I can kiss you
With passion, deep and sincere


3 And this too…
Let me whisper into your ear
Can't resist you 
Cause you're the love of my life
And it's so clear


1 Don't you know I'm thinking of you
On these empty and lonely nights
Yea I can tell what you're thinking
Cause I always got you here inside


2 I miss you 
I want to have you here
So I can kiss you
Don't ever worry my dear 
I can't resist you 
Cause you're the love of my life
And it's so clear


2 I long to have you 
I long to hold you
I'd like to see this through
No one else out there
Makes me feel the way you do


1 I miss you
I want to have you here
So I can kiss you
Don't ever worry my dear
I can't resist you
Cause you're the love of my life
And it's so clear


3 I long to have you
I long to hold you
I'd like to see this thru
No one else out there
Makes me feel the way you do


2 I wanna hold you 
I wanna have you
I'd like to see this thru


2 No one else out there
Makes me feel the way you do


1 I long to have you 
I long to hold you
I'd like to see this through




CLINICAL DEPRESSION By Tom Jensen
Narrator: She finds a bottle of pills
And she holds them in her hand


Daughter: My whole world is falling down
And no one understands
There's only one way
to solve my problems
That's for me to go away
After I'm placed in my grave
I won't hear anyone say...
Parents:
She had the whole world in her hand
But she let all of us down 
Now she's gone to a faraway place
Though she's only six feet underground


Parents:
What on earth would make her think
That we didn't love her so?
What pushed her past the brink
To where there was no place left to go?


Daughter: Mom and dad
I never meant to hurt you
Nor cause you any pain
I guess that I imagined
My loss would be your gain


Parents:
Whatever happened in the past
Is nothing compared to this
That would pass just like the moon
With just a hug and kiss


Parents:
This is your one mistake
That'll never be undone
We used to have two children
Now we're left with only one


Everybody stumbles
When they learn to walk
Everybody mumbles
When they learn to talk


Parents:
What we've learned with age
Is that you give it your best shot
We prayed that you'd be strong
But you never even fought
Did you ever listen
To anything we'd taught?
When swimming against the tide
You give it everything you've got
Daughter:
With expectations oh so high
You nailed me to the wall
You placed me on a pedestal
So I was bound to fall
I ended up lying down
When I tried to stand too tall
And when I needed you the most
I was too afraid to call


Parents:
How could we have missed the truth
With the writing on the wall?
Why did you say nothing
When we should have known it all?
If only you had told us
For we can be so blind
If only had we known
We would have been more kind


Daughter:
Oh no, what have I done?
This shouldn't be my fate…
I realize I've made only one mistake
But now it's far too late


Parents:
Always remember that
You're daddy's little girl
The world would have been
Your oyster and you its pearl


Parents:
I would do anything
To give you a second chance
I would trade my soul eternally
Paying with a pound of flesh in advance


Parents:
Not only were you my daughter
you were my best friend
If only you had known
That it didn't have to end


Daughter:
Goodbye mama…
Goodbye papa…
May we meet again                                                                                                                    t